New Caashaq?

The word relationship has been an alien word in my life for quite sometime. I have avoided and made every effort to make myself busy with my life, but unfortunately we, as humans do need relationships with opposite sex for our happiness and emotional well-being (Ha?). For quite awhile, I have made the decision of staying single until I was happy with where I was with my life. No, am still not happy with my life. Matter of fact I think ambition is killing me every time I wanted to make a move to a woman. I think such self-indulgence (of making yourself happy) is fraudulent. There were times I felt inadequate, especially when it came to commitments.

I liked to muddled this by myself, but My friends never shirked from bagging me to find a flame. I have pondered on this obvious truth about my life and I have lately started to look around and see if there was a still a fish on the pond. Although I blanched at the very thought of putting myself out there, I knew that when the time is right, good things do happen to good people. We all do want the wet kiss on our cheek. This pregnant alienation had to stop somewhere, right?

I have met beautiful women whom I got interested. Some even startled the fear out of my mind. Nevertheless, no one really caught my attention like the new girl in my life. I met her a few months ago. She was absolutely stunning and radiating with the glow of Somali beauty. She has everything I ever wanted in a woman. We all want the best of what has been left, right? She and I like pretty much everything the same except some few exceptions of likes and dislikes. I have made every move to make her see the great person I am.

At this time everyone is still at the giggling stage of getting-to-know each other phase. I hope after being away from the game for quite sometime I still do have what it takes to make this woman see every side of my life. I promised her to be honest in everything that I do. I expect the same from her since we both want to be content with our choices. I just can’t stop thinking of holding hands with this woman in the warm sand of Georgia beaches.Things seems to be much thrilling and lovey-dovey for now.I do hope it stays the same.Tata..Tata....