The atom!

"Baby, i know you got alot going on in your life.I want to help you and i think by now you know i love you" Her eyes were locking with my eyes when she uttered those words.With an arrogant bobble i tried to node my head in agreement but i couldn't.A second after she uttered those words panic and fear besieged my spirit.I could feel the burden of cold conscience permeate through my heart.Should i confess to her that i am having a good chemistry with her too?My heart started to retrieve its mental pen and a paper in preparation of copious notes that illustarted how to handle akward situations like this.Don't they say love is a malady without a cure? what if i caught the bug will i find a cure for this disease if my electron fails to form a molecule with this electron?
I have been single for twenty some years now.I have been bouncing around the world like an atom looking for another atom to form a stable molecule with.Occasionally my magnetic field have failed me either because of lack of strong attraction force or due to lack of finding the right electromagnetic field out there.

I like to take advantage of any atom that comes my way.Even if it is sharing an electron temporarily with another atom(no strings attached). This electron i am dealing with now is too demading.He wants to share all the electronegative force by himself.If i allow him to have all the force, how will i form a covalent bond with the girl next door who has been having a shower therapy with me through the wall? My electyromagnetic field loves to be loved but it is not sure whether to return the love in return.I have to make a choice in separating the real atoms that will form a molecule from the already filled orbital molecules!